We started nearly two years ago already -chuckles- we broke up on our 20th month anniversary...Which was today...It's ok though. If she's happy I should be fine but I'm not. Happy for her? Yeah. Single fo' life yo! xD 071509

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It really sucks when I rant to my friends about the situation but I don't just say my side...I even defend her side and pretty much put myself up on display to get beat up. Yet, she doesn't have the decency to care and all she does is blame me for everything. I already say sorry, get her presents even though i shouldnt and say i'll take the blame but I gave her like a window to blame stuff on me. She abused it and now i'm like wondering where'd the love of my life go...It hurts so much even i want to just get pissed and stop defending her...But, my nature won't let me...I know it won't. I can say omg i hate her but deep down i dont and i will keep defending her cause i don't want my friends to side with me... I want them to know the situation and i try my best to give both sides of the problem...I don't care about pity i don't want it. I want someone to understand and help me.

Who says stuff like "I didn't ask you to get me this" when you give someone a present...?